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DAY 2.3: FIBRO FOG?


Hmmm… maybe this is what’s going on? Didn’t realize it’s National Fibro Awareness Day but my body sure seems to have known to mark the occasion! Lol Woke up (finally) this morning with no jitters like last night but the complete opposite. Even had a rough time getting Andy’s walk in and, poor fella, had to cut it a little…

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DAY 2.2: YAWNING ZOMBIE


Characters and images are copyrighted by the Walt Disney Company, all rights reserved. I’ve been a complete zombie all day. I don’t even feel safe walking Andy at this point so it may get a little wiggy again. The doc gave me a clonidine patch (it’s for blood pressure) and I put it on last night before bed. This is…

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DAY 2: HAVE I TOLD YOU LATELY?


I’m finally out walking my Little Dude and I’m feeling so grateful and blessed to know I have the support of so many amazing friends. I never expected such an outpouring of Love and I’m overwhelmed. So this is from me and a much happier (and lighter) Andy Pandy Bear. With your help we made it through day two with…

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IF I HAD WORDS, FARMER HOGGETT


Universal Pictures, Director Chris Noonan Well, I’ve gotten through the evening with some pretty uncomfortable ups and downs so I’m going to head for bed and begin a full Day Two come morning. But the “ups” were all from you and I am so incredibly grateful to each of you for being open to this odd little circle. I was…

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FENTANYL FREEDOM: JOIN MY JOURNEY?


This was my invitation to a handful of trusted friends when I asked them to join me on the private FaceBook page called “Freedom Circle for Pati” ———— I know this may be a bit unusual but I could really use your help and support so I’m asking you to join me in this journey. Most of you know that…

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DAY 7: ON AGORAPHOBIA


Posted May 17, 2017 When I woke up this morning and realized I’ve made it through a full week I was pretty psyched. Andy and I even did our whole regular walk this morning and a couple of songs caught my imagination and I chuckled when I posted them. I even had a chance to sit and visit with my…

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DAY 12: ON MEMORIES AND MEMORIAL DAY PART TWO


Originally posted on May 22, 2017 Just a heads up. There is not enough paint to make this a pretty picture. I completely understand if you’d prefer to pass. MLMB… ————————————- If you read what I posted the other night about being needlessly thrown into full blown narcotic withdrawal, you (as did I) only got a tiny glimpse into the…

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NIGHT TEN: ON MEMORIES & MEMORIAL DAY PART 1


Originally posted May 20, 2017 I don’t know where this is gonna go but i’ve been trying to watch a probably decent movie for 45 minutes now and I just can’t even take it in. And I really don’t think it has anything to do with the movie. I just can’t seem to get out of my own head tonight……

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